Dispair on the Mayflower
Just as the sun can be blotted out by an eclipse, so moods of pessimism and doubt can plunge us into spiritual darkness. At times our situation may seem so desperate that we think even God Almighty cant carry us through.
That was the gloomy attitude of Robert Cushman, who recorded his despair on the Mayflower in 1620. He wrote, “If we ever make a plantation in New England, God works a miracle! Especially considering how scant we shall be of victuals [vittles], and (worst of all) ununited amongst ourselves. If I should write you of all the things that foretell our ruin, I should overcharge my weak head and grieve your tender heart. Only this I pray you. Prepare for evil tidings of us every day. I see not in reason how we can escape. Pray for us instantly.” In spite of Cushmans fears, God brought the pilgrims to their destination and enabled them to establish a home in the wilderness.